as the year comes to an end, i am forced to face all the mistakes i’ve made. all the wrong choices i’ve decided upon. and at the end of the day, there is no one else to blame, but myself.
i may have dug myself into my own shit hole and i may think that i deserve everything that i’m going through, but it is no one else’s fault, but my own.
i am yet reminded of the fact that our choices are ours and ours alone. the consequences of our decisions are entirely our responsibility. it does not matter whether or not others understand me, well sometimes it does matter, but at the end of the day, we do not owe anyone any explanation. we, however, owe it to ourselves to right those wrongs, and that is the hardest part.
it may take a person a mile of a courage to take the first step out of their comfort zone, but it takes wisdom and a whole load of humility to face themselves head on, and to right the wrongs of their decisions.
i am not a saint. i make mistakes. and i’m still trying to get there. to where its right. i’ve hurt people i truly love along the way to which i greatly regret. but what’s done is done. there is no turning back.
i hope this coming year will be a year of greater enlightenment and self fulfillment.
here’s to the season of joy, love and prospects.
blessed christmas to you.
