i personally love driving alone at night especially when i’ve got a lot on my mind..
it helps me think, it makes me calm, it refreshes my mind..
i especially love it when the roads are clear and the moon’s out yet its still a little cloudy and all that’s standing in your way of your thoughts is the music blaring from your car’s stereo
as i was driving back at 1am today, it was all that
i had damien rice’s cannonball on repeat
had all sorts of thoughts running through my mind
things that i’ve been procrastinating to give the time of day
and with everything bearing down on me all at once, the emotions were like a mad jumble of colourful yarn
i also realized certain things that werent clear to me before this
the realization was not pleasant at all
and as i put myself in someone else’s shoes, it got even more unpleasant
the guilt, the blame, all that was not said, all that is still misunderstood
and so, let me ask, have you ever come to a point when you were driving, with your music blasting, or not, that you are suddenly overcome with the urge to just stop your car and let it all out?
i did what i had to do
i let it all out
it certainly helped…
thou i wish it could have lasted just a little while longer
