i’ve realised recently that i sort of became the person i most dislike and have lost focus on what i wanted to achieve out of life.
but luckily i’ve gotten all that back again.
and since then, being positively happy have been nothing but good.
it could even be the best feeling in the world!
the feeling is like when a person smiles at you, its always so irresistable to just smile back and it instantly makes your day seem brighter.
to be able to feel again is really something..

i guess when they say, “you’ll never truly  know who you are until you’ve taken a fall or two”,
that line could not be more true.
it is when you’ve tripped and hurt your knee or bumped your head that you honestly understand who you are and what you want out of life.
the choices you make contributes largely to the ‘picking-yourself-up’.
actually, the choices you make IS how you pick yourself up.

looking back, i have a lot to be grateful for.
especially when i constantly remind myself that there are a million other people who’s got ‘life’ worse than mine.

growing up, my childhood wasnt the most comfortable or the smoothest, but i cant say i dislike/regret it because all that happened made me who i am today!
if it werent for the people who hurt me or made fun of me or even put me down, i wouldnt be as strong as i am today (not that i’m all that strong haha)
if it werent for some of the stupid mistakes and choices i made, i wouldnt be as level headed (so i like to think) as i am now.
if it werent for the people whom i’ve met and lost along the way, i wouldnt learn to appreciate things as how i do now.

life really is a bundle of unexpected colourful yarn..
the more we tug at it, the more different colours reveal itself to surprise you at how beautiful life can actually be.

right now, i’m grateful for being comfortable in my own skin and knowing what i want to do and where i want to be.

its like when you’re flushed of energy and strength after a long day, the long warm bath that you take and then being able to crawl under a comfortable duvet whilst snuggling up to a loved one…
ahhhhhhh……..
bliss~
pure unadulterated bliss

the song Comfortable by John Mayer should be playing in the background or something hahahaha