about a week from now, 8th August, i’m suppose to be on a flight to the great and beautiful Maldives.
but due to life’s surprises and twists,
i have to give up on my 4 year plan with may, lallu and zul.

i dont know whether to hope for a miracle (which seems bleak right now),
or tell myself that this is an expensive lesson to learn from.

but right now, i just feel depressed.
and i feel like i’ve disappointed my friends.
i dont know which is worse,
disappointing my friends or missing out on maldives.
i think disappointing my friends.

i bloody hell want to go~
but its gonna cost me my one month’s wages!

Maldives-4-year-plan-no-money-no leave.

sigh~
*wiping away tears*