after being told over and over again that i looked super short on stage,
and me grumbling and trying to explain that i was given a pair of 2 inch as compared to the others who got a 4 or 5 or their own heels,
its finally over…

the hours leading up to the airing of MMU ‘09 was not a very pleasant one..
i was breaking out in cold sweat and getting super jumpy about everything!
thank the heavens nothing too embarrassing was aired
and i didnt sound too dumb either! hahahahaha
(producer, director and editor, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!)

after all is said and done,
what really mattered most was not what i did or what i said,
or what anyone else said,
be it “oh i thought you should have won” or “your answer was the best”..
what mattered above all was when my mom called me to tell me that she is proud of me..
(first time yea.. in my entire life..)

that took every heartache, frustration, and worry away.
that was enough…