oh my freaking gawd~!
this year flew by in mere seconds!
what the hell happened to long ass days and never ending months??

remember when we were kids and school was never ending and the year seems to stretch for ever!
and now? the days ski by and the year closes at barely a wink of the eye!

we remember more the big events in our lives
events happen as if they were a year or two ago
people come and go and stay and stab and scratch and screw
but its all to make us ever more tougher and grateful

so many things have happened in the past year
some i can remember, some i can vaguely remember
but no matter how terrible my memory is, i’m grateful for all thats happened.. 

anyhow, i’d like to wish all my friends, everyone i’ve met in the past and every soul i’m about to meet in the future
happy memorable and spanking new year!
no matter how busy we are celebrating the new year partying with friends or with loved ones,
do take a few mins to smile and reflect on all that’s happened in the past year and how we want it to be in the coming year
then greet the new year with a smile so that every thing in the coming year will be dealt and felt with a smile no matter how terrible or hopeless the situation may be…  
happy new year all
may 2009 be a blast!

i love christmas i love christmas i love love love love christmas!

its the BESTest time of the year!
jolly christmas songs everywhere
huge nicely decorated christmas trees everywhere!
(pavilion’s not included.. have u seen that eye-sore?!)

i love dancing to the songs and singing along

slay bells ring…. are u listeniiiiiiiiiiiing… *skip skip hop hop*
walking in a winter wonderlaaaaaaaaaaaaaand… la di daaa
rudolf the red nose reindeer.. had a very shinny nooooooose…~
have yourself…. a merry little christmas….. let your heart be light..
next year all our troubles will be out of siiiiiiiiiiiiiiightt….

sigh~ christmas…..

the only thing that wrong with this year’s christmas is that i’m not able to spend it with stinky…
no christmas hugs…
no christmas kiss…
no kiss-me’s

oh well, there’s always next year..

so, however u see, feel or spell christmas
christmas is christmas
its a time to love and be loved

so spread the joy and kiss-me’s!

there are two types of people (as always)
now lets see which u fit into…
(it does not have to be a perfect fit into either types.. things vary with person anyways)

Type ONE
you luuuuuurve your loved ones to bits bits BITS..
always shower them with love, gifts and kind words
always think of them in every single thing that u do
can never live without them..
adore them like they’re gods
dont really get angry with them because u love them way past their faults and little annoying habits
are so so patient with them because u love them
always try to include them into your schedule
never rude to them or use foul language around them
always understanding, always there to listen, always there to lend a shoulder even if it means sacrifising something else thats dear to u (e.g. sleep, football, tv show, time with other loved ones etc…)
never afraid to be yourself with them cos u know that they love u the same
sometimes get jealous and over protective when it comes to them (nobody’s perfect u see)

Type TWO
u absolutely love your loved ones
u KNOW u love them and u think that they know it too
BUT u treat your loved ones like shit only cos u think/hope that they’ll understand
u are rude and impatient with them cos deep down inside u think u know that they’ll forgive u and look past all that
u sometimes regret the things that u say or the things that u do but u’ve got too big of an ego to say sorry or admit that u’re wrong cos u’re never wrong
and sometimes out of the underlying guilt that’s been building up, u get them gifts to ‘make them happy’ and forget all wrongs..
u do try to include them but if they piss u off, u’ll tell them to piss off
u use foul language around them cos u know they’re fine with it (but there’s always a limit u see..)
u get pissed of when they’re not doing things the way to expected them to cos they’re the ones who should understand u and to change for u
u give them the ‘monkey see monkey do’ treatment cos u think its only fair if u show them how it feels like to have a taste of their own medicine
and your excuse to all that is that “i’m being an ass cos i love u and i want the best for you”
but in reality, this only means that u’ve got a huge-ass ego and u dont wanna do anything about it

well, i’m a little of both..
at times type one,
at times type two..
and i have to admit that i sometimes am type two to my parents and i regret it and am NO longer treating them type two..

which are u?

DISCLAIMER: i’m writing this some with reason, some without.. if u’re smart u’ll know the difference

i think i’ve written on this before…
its somewhere in history but what the heck…

girls, do u think that men these days are getting waaaay too sensitive for their own good?
when i say sensitive, i mean PMS sensitive, take-things-to-heart-immediately sensitive and getting-pissy-like-a-girl sensitive…
i’m not saying that all men are like that.. no
there are some pretty sensible and well balanced men out there..
but some, SOME boys can be pretty girl like!
sikit sikit only get pissed off
kena nudged only wanna fight..
no wonder stupid wars happen.. cos the men at the top are GIRLS!

if there’s something that u’re not happy with, why not talk about it rather than to just flare up and go into one of your moods?
isnt that what females are known for? (sorry i dont mean to kutuk all female kind but just an example)
and yes, us females can be bitches, we can be inconsiderate, and we can also be selfish..
u cant expect someone to be perfect!
some girls can be lesser of any of those and more of some..
read, no one is perfect to your ideal!
and even so, tell her how u’d perfer things to be, NICELY!
dont be sarcastic and mean and raise your voice then stomp off..
its not going to work!
and dont u know how much that hurts?
well i guess not seeing as u’d make it seem like we’re the ones who’s hurting u
and which part of doing any of the above is mature?!
worser still, is that u ‘carry forward’ your PMS to the second day!
wtf?!

yes i KNOW i can be inconsiderate..
i’ve not gotten used to some of the changes in my life as yet..
but please dont take it against me..

whatever happened to patience!?