so i guess my so called ‘hallusinations’ or ‘visions’ didnt come true
which is a freaking good thing considering i’ve been freaked out the entire day
but its not over yet
these kinda things can happen any time any place
so now if ever u read about my death in some freak accident like the one i visioned, u’ll know life is full of freaky shit
hahahahaha
but whatever
i’m going to drop it
hahahahaha

anyways, if u’ve never watched the movie ‘Amazing Grace’, please do.
its an amazing movie, like the title itself
it will touch a cord in u that u’ve never notice was there
but then again if u’re some heartless-bitch, it might not make a difference

other then that, in less then 24 hours, it’ll be heaps of ppl’s bdays
namely:
- choy wan
- may wan
- joanne ho
- zebby
- catherine wong
(and also a couple of other ppl of which i’ve forgotten who but i know its their birthday.. blame it on my goldfish memory)

so….

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

may and choy,
u’ve both been really good friends and sisters to me
i love u both to bits and pieces
choy, thank u for always being supportive and giving me advice and listening to me
u’re like the elder sister i never had
i’m so sorry i could not make it to singapore for your birthday celebration
will make it up to the both of u when i can
wishing u a lovely and memorable birthday
may especially (u know why)
i miss u!!
come back to malaysia soon!!
huuuuuuuuuuuugggs!

zebby,
i’m sorry for all the things u have to go through right now
i wish there was something i can do
and i’m always going to be there when u need to talk
or even if u just need silence
i love u
do try to have a good bday my dear
hugs u tight~

joanne ho,
i havent been in touch for a while now
we’ve drifted apart as friends
but i’d still like for u to have a great bday
u’re turning 21
its a scary age in the sense that, u’re finally, officially, an adult
there will be heaps of responsibilities coming your way from now on
but do try to live your life at a slow pace and dont try to grow up too fast
have a great one!

catherine wong,
i trust u had a very enjoyable pre-birthday celebration at scarlet last saturday
and we did some really ‘funny’ things
hahahaha
still, i’m wishing u a very happy birthday
hugs~

and also to joceypie
your birthday has pass
but i still want to take this opportunity to wish u, again
i’m glad to have a friend like u
u’re forever happy and trying to make others happy
in terms of personality, i think u’ve got one that everyone should have
but do know that whenever u need to talk, i’ll also be there
even if it is to ramble nonsensical stuff, share more music, or talk about cheese (like last year hahaha)
your randomness always cheers me up
and i’m pretty sure it does everyone else too
i love u to bits
u’ll always be my ‘bubbly’ hahaha
and its too bad we are not always in touch
but i always hope that u’re well
again, happy belated birthday
love u
huggies!